It Has Been A Month Now

Mikeee as people called him. This man touched so many lives by being there for everyone. For those of you that do not know Mikeee lost his life August 11th, 2009 after battling a year with cancer. Let me tell you more about this amazing man. I met him online over 3 years ago on a social networking site. We click very well he understood me and I understood him, he became my best friend. I am oerweight and Mikeee never once judged me. He was amazing with how much he was there for me, bout what I was eating to working out. Always had encouraging words on my bad weeks.
I have yet met Mikeee, we actually had plans to go to Las Vegas after he got back from his deployment, I still have plans to go "In Memory Of Mikeee" I my last messages I got from him so I will never forget the kind words he said " IM SO GLAD YOUR MY BEST FRIEND AND THAT I HAVE WHAT I HAVE WITH YOU " He also never really expressed things but what he did was dedicate songs to me, I will reveal one to you only me, him, and his cousin know all the songs. "Everything I Do I Do It For You", and he gave that to me I was and I still am touched. When I found out I was in shock did not know what to do, I almost reached for my phone to call him because I could not believe that it was true. I cried hours into the night because he truely was and still is my Best Friend, My Hero. I am not one to pour my feelings out but the next day I went to the base Chaplin crying my eyes out did not know how to handle someone close passing away. I had the chance to make a last minute flight to Cali but I didn't, why you may ask? Well if you knew Mike he is not into someone focusing on him. What I am trying to say is that Mike never wanted me to spend money on him, he always told me spend it on my girls. So I took that in mind because it would be what Mikeee wanted. I contacted Mikes cousin we exchanged Myspace,Facebooks, and Cell Numbers, she has been a great help with the healing process. I am very thankful for her, so Alicia If you read this THANK YOU.
So now 1 month later it hurts alot, I cry when I hear a song, when I look at his Myspace. Lately I been at the club on base for lunch and dinner and everytime one of our song plays, and I mean everytime. It is like Mikeee is looking over me, making sure I am ok. He always will be watching all his loved ones because that is Mike. In my eyes Mike is a Hero and always will be. Always will be in my heart.. I Love You Buddy